37

Today is my 37th birthday.
I never think about getting older so I never pictured what it would feel like to be 37.
Being 37 feels really awesome.
I feel successful.
I feel loved.
I feel proud of myself.
I feel pretty.
I feel strong.
I feel smart.
I feel accomplished.
I feel really happy.


I feel a little refined but mostly not. That's just me.

I love my birthday (like, a lot) and I love getting older. I think I will probably live to be super old.

Thanks to my children and my husband and my family and my friends for always making me feel so GREAT on my birthday. I don't think taking one day out of the year to celebrate yourself is out of the question either :)

Amy & Mark's Wedding

 

Rarely do members of the same family grow up under the same roof.

Richard Bach

 

In the last 18 years of my life my once small family of 5 has grown EXPONENTIALLY.

I want to thank the Knosalla family for welcoming us all with nothing but love and open arms. You have proven that it is possible to have a truly loving relationship with an extended family. We love you.

Can you relate to this too?

Profile of a highly ambitious woman

The highly ambitious woman is generally exciting, enthusiastic, and full of life. She works hard and is an over-achiever. She's your typical "Super-Mom," entrepreneur or corporate executive. She enjoys leadership positions and might even be considered bossy or controlling.

She has high energy levels and often has a low tolerance for people who can't keep up with her pace. She is generally creative and full of ideas. She thrives on responsibility and stress, but tends to take on more than she can handle. She feeds on intelligent, thought-provoking communication. Her greatest desire is to be loved, appreciated, and acknowledged for all she is able to accomplish.

School Mornings

Some days my mornings go pretty well with the kids. They get out of bed on time. They get dressed with appropriate-ish clothing. They eat their breakfast in a timely manner. They let me do their hair. They brush their teeth. They put their appropriate shoes on. They brush their teeth.

That's a good morning.

Other mornings I get told to STOP TALKING when I go to wake them. They put on striped shirts two sizes too small with polka dot shorts that are not weather appropriate and grrrowl at me when I ask them to change. They sit in front of their breakfast like a zombie for 20 minutes instead of eating. They 'do' their own hair - you know, with 3 pony tails and a fashionable long strand of hair hanging in their face. They try to sneak out wearing flip-flops. They all-of-a-sudden remember they forgot: a snack, a bottle of water, a form for me to fill out, a family picture (nobody has printed pictures anymore!), etc.
The 3 minutes before the bus comes becomes an all out battle zone - me screaming instructions and telling them to hurry up! Then, as they fly out the door and get on the bus I smile and always, always, always tell them to have a good day and I love them. In my warped mind this erases all the yelling I just did 2 seconds before. I actually think it works for them to.

This is a normal morning.

I'm sure there are things I could do to make things run more smoothly, but I'm too lazy to have them pick out their outfits at night because we're exhausted from the bedtime battle.

How do you rate your school mornings??

1st Day of School 2012

Look at how much my girls grew over the summer! They are so happy to be back at school. The first couple of days after Delaney and Cecelia started I really missed their presence. After having them home all summer I really did feel like I was missing a limb. It's that feeling like when you feel like you forgot something. Now that it's been a week or so I'm getting a little more used to it. Laila started a week later which was a nice transition.
Even though summer break is over it still doesn't feel like summer itself is over. Yesterday was 85 degrees and today is supposed to be in the 90's. As long as I can still run around barefoot the fat lady hasn't sung.

On an unrelated note, I was going through some of my oooold, old blog posts the other day for probably the first time - I don't know - ever? I was amazed at how much I had forgotten from just a few years ago. The girls loved watching the old videos of themselves and I started to feel bad for not keeping up with my blog.  Ever since I joined Facebook I've pretty much neglected this baby. I don't want to be sad that I didn't document more of what's going on in our little lives so I hope to post more here, even if at the end of the day it's just for me to go back and reflect on.

In other news around here there really is no news. Bill and I are still hard at work and school is back in session for me as well. I've got a laundry list of things that I'd like to get done around here, but we're really buckling down and trying to save for a winter vacation. If you'd like to donate I'd be happy to supply my address or bank account information. I kid, I kid.

Enjoy the last weeks of fun in the sun, I certainly will!

Addiction

I just read Momastery's post for Maggie. It is about addiction and I just love the way she writes. If you or someone you know has struggled with addiction it's a good post because it's written like a real person, not some text book or 12 step philosophy statement.

Road Trip!

Wow. We packed in a lot this last week! We left Thursday morning and drove to Rockford, IL and checked in to the hotel. The kids were SO excited to be at a hotel. We were the only ones who were using the pool which was awesome. Since it was our official first day of vacation we walked across the street to the local seafood restaurant and treated ourselves.
Friday morning we got up and drove into Chicago and checked in to our 2nd hotel. We headed straight to Navy Pier where we met up with an old friend of mine from AZ and her son. They were practicing for the Air and Water Show and so we had Blue Angels flying right over our heads - pretty cool! We did the swings and the ferris wheel and made a whole afternoon out of it.
Friday night we went to the groom's dinner for Bill's cousin's wedding (the main reason we were on our trip!). The parents of the bride live in a gorgeous home just a block away from the Obama's house. We weren't allowed to take pictures, and the secret service were watching, but it was cool to see none the less.
Saturday morning Bill and I took the kids to the 96th floor of the John Handcock building to get a great view of the city...not to mention the air show that was going on right outside the windows. We strolled Michigan Avenue and then went back to the hotel to change for the wedding.
The girls and their cousins were the flower girls for the wedding and they couldn't have looked any cuter! The wedding was very sweet and there wasn't a dry eye in the room.
The reception was held at the bride's parent's house again and it was a BLAST! Lots of wine, singing and dancing!
Sunday morning we rolled out of bed and got in the car and headed straight to Six Flags with Bill's sister, her husband and our nieces. Despite the wine hangover that all us parents had we still managed to get on some pretty awesome rides! The kids had a blast riding all the rides with their cousins and were completely wiped out by the end of the night. I still can't believe Laila was able to keep up walking with us ALL weekend!!
Monday morning Bill and I loaded up the girls and drove to the Wisconsin Dells. We spent the day Monday and Tuesday throwing ourselves down waterslides. It was great!!
We were smart enough to take Wednesday off from work so that we could unpack, mow, and all the other things that got neglected while we were gone.

Even though the trip went by too fast I'm glad we were able to escape before school starts back up.